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just nw msging sherleen bout meeting tmr bfore going meet the others and go to arena. i told her i dont feel like going even i know im gonna play.she say she wan see me! but its fake...shes just trying to be nice

cause monday,which is yesterday if the time nw isnt 12.11am! i really wanted to go eat subway aft the games,but just because of jeslyn.we all went to eat burger king.obviously i wasnt please.but just for the sake of not making more enemies i followed. yeah i was pissed.

they all like her cuteness,and please her. i got nothing for them to like,so im rubbish. non-existent

kim told sherleen,celine,jocelyn ea and even duck! but not me that they were meeting. ME! i went wif them on monday and she forget ME! like seriously who will forget a friend :(

so i just ask sherleen if she wan to meet me and she just included me to meeting kim :l

aft some fake happiness in my msg i told her i didnt wan to meet anyone,or even go.

then she ask me why i sad.im gonna hav to tell her tmr,hopefully she forgets and i can change the subject.

then i told her the partial reason why i dont wanna go,they will all follow what jeslyn wan to do.

in actual,i was thinking~ i mean nothing to them,im non-existent.

yeah,thats bout what i rmb kay :) gonna go prepare for tmr! second game..dunno i wan double rebecca anot :P

im close wif sherleen and celine nw :) but i dont know my. my double partners,i just cant get along.

first jocelyn chong,then sherleen ng,now rebecca thng..

coach say the prob is me

other doubles have no problems,but mine...hais..

they all get along so well.

rebecca is like freaking close wif jocelyn chong and kamilia,but when i try to be nice,she rejects me or find excuse to get away..its nt like im asking for her heart,i hav my heart wif someone else :)

tis week got wee kim wee cup tornement,cause seniors playing then juniors which is my batch dont really need alot ppl to play.and i was one of those who didnt.

previously,in the nationals cause i nvr play i got kinda jealous and tweeted lots of stuff on twitter that wasnt offensive but then my teammates saw and sorta ignored me for 1 week.til i broke down and a senior help me talk things out wif them.alls almost back to normal.but theres always a barrier

kay back to the present,its not good lingering on the past.you cant change what hav passed

so i went to arena club and warmed up to just stroke and not play.then elsie our senior came and told us the linesup. me,second doubles! i totally nt prepared and i cant play a double wif rebecca! we cant even talk more than 10 words directly

luckily we won the first 3 games and mine was the 4th so we didnt need to play. thank god!

kay shall continue in another post cause its more ...thinking

cant really rmb what hav happened in the 6mths i didnt post so here is what i thought about recently

sry for nt posting here for like 6mths :x i was like spamming twitter :) add me on fb JiaYu OhYeah,pls say you read my blog cause i dun usually add strangers

you treat ur friends like dirt.tats why everybody acting damn good now.lie lie lie.all seem so real.see what the team become.SHIT LIARS

next next week. 20 Dec 2011 the game starts for c girls. against xin min,Canberra,nan qiao and woodlands ring. hope I wont partner sherleen. I talk to her she just ignore..then dunwan train tgt...our double worse then mine and jc. I gonna work hard for singles!but best if aft competition.cause no time train le.

today got the gut feeling I shouldnt bring my voltric 70 to sch..but sec 1 cca orientation then feel like bringing...then play play play wif kamilia..half court lah.wif Elsie weiming and tat sherleen.. then it one part I swing le.miss and racket. hit tio floor.then I scares wad happen see,but nth lah.so just continue play.aft tat rest abit.let them play full court.but aft tat game,sherleen Elsie and weiming nvr stop sia,ask sms,Rodney,yong Wei and alson come play..they got boys court sia.then me and kamilia sit on pool table frm 4-5.30pm lor..last few minutes then get the court.actually elsie dunwan let us train.but weiming say just le them play.then play halfway then I see my racket side a bit bent.then see a bit more I DIE LE!$200+ gone in 3 mth! won't tell dad and mum..actually feel like saving $200 then buy another one.but I like think so long..competition coming le.so I saw Jocelyn ea one.think I will buy hers. $110 only. take me 7 week each $14. if can I will do it in 3 weeks. wish me luck.

first bmt camp 20-23 Dec :P

first day go thr..play captain ball for the whole morning SUCKS!!!

i hate my group. got - xingfang(captain) ,marcus oh,mingsheng,shaffat,cherry,jeslyn,sampson,harif and one guy i forget his name :P

first day the game only mingsheng and marcus oh and sampon play,the rest we just stay out of their way can le...

aft lunch got a bit training i think.

at night didnt sleep...cant..elsie,me sherleen and jamie keep walk here walk thr,veri fun. then sti got go the door thr,super cold :D then the boys oso got come out.

second day

morning got one BIGGG group of ppl snatch the toilet,so we wait super long then can go use..

aft breakfast got training,but still go multiples,so nthing to talk bout..

friendly wif senior..HAHA sia..dun even need to play lor. some ppl keep snatching court..snatch snatch snatch...

fuck the team lah!

dinner before friendly wif senior,TAT PERSON keep stalking me sia...die die oso must follow...

nite oso nvr sleep much,i slept first,but my back veri pain,and the curve like veri big... 7 Jan then go appointment wif the scolisis doc...

so i like every 1/2h wake up lor..

got friendly wif sengkang,but they say c girls dun hav.. so i damn angry at first,but slowly slowly no mood to play le.then suddenly coach tell us we got play.but senior b boys dun hav.

then coach make kamilia first singles - lost JC second singles - lose first set,aft tat win.. ( her strokes all half court,keep tio smash!) celine stil third singles - win (play until damn relax lor)

first double is kim and jeslyn - win (but kim service veri funnie) second doubles is me and sherleen - win (first set win,second i make a lot mistake then lose,coach scold,say we both in court anyhow play.dunno wad we doing.then third set we win,play better le) no third double - rebecca nvr come they got no forth singles so jamie nvr play

i will work hard to go second single!!!

i veri happy! third day,forget why got physical...

all the girls run opp direction,i dun wan run wif them so i go down slope.

run (not jog) all the way :D then got 7 min 19 sec for first round :DDD

second round run tgt,then i dunno why like no energy,but timing is 9 min something :P

i improve a lot le :D

jeslyn oso for first round! 8 min plus..but she pass!

we got tell coach,he veri surprised!

then third nite,i go sleep wif kimheok and kimkee thr..

cause elsie they all wan to sleep and i dun wan :P so me celine and kimheok stay up and sleep.

wait!

talk bout bbq first!

my group performancce main aim is to make ppl laugh!

so starting is dj-aying jeslyn,then chiaming johnathan,then thinky winky the guy,and then pink panter dance. ending is do weiming leg pain!!!

we almost win lor! but cause we keep look at each other then lose to kimheok group.

they do barney,footwork plus kung fu! veri cute!!!

kay,done

back to sleeping nite.

then we discuss bmt stuff..they say my weak point is i dun wan to go to shuttle,and racket keep downwards,and oso i keep turning my racket.

BUT HOW TO GO TO SHUTTLE?!?!?! TATS MY ONLY PROBLEM :P

okay done... BYE

ITS CHRISTMAS :P AND IT SUCKS!

oh yah,forget to post tis

yesterday played friendly wif swiss cottage.

like nvr heard of them before and plus seniors say they like shit,so we actually ok ok one.

then kim kenna trash by one malay-chinese girl last time come our sch like try try play a bit wif us one.

then my double first set duce but stil lose

second set win but like 5 i think

third set lose by 2 points!

i dunno why like service got prob,all out.

then ...

smashing was nice and quite accurate,but need to be faster to get though their defence.

they keep attack my backhand.and my backhand failed me D:

dunno why i during the game like the Wanted guy,keep hear my heartbeat,then jc dun wan like break a bit,so i cant calm down first,plus she keep rush her service...

rotation was like shyt!!!

okay lah,i angry enough lo,so not gonna type any more

bye :D

thought of tis when i read ur blog.

even if u're scary,emo,cold or just normal you have a heart you are human and should be treated as one

from history lessons,the indians in their caste system,they hav a group called the untouchables who are of even lower status than the field labourers and craftsman. they just hav jobs that nobody wants to do,but yet without them doing those jobs,our lives wont be what it is.

yeah i know its weird that i who can sleep,play handphone,itouch and lots of other things can even rmb what is taught during lesson :P

so i hope tat everybody will treat everybody else as a friend,a person. i will try to do this too :D

tmr got friendly wif dunman boys...

actually i wan to go,just get experience playing wif boys lah.

then see more and more girls anyhow make excuse then pull out say dun wan play.really make me lose confidence sia.

we are a team,we should be like a team

just because of the two of you,the whole c girls now totally no bond..

ihateyou

you know why so many ppl NOT looking forward to bmt camp?cause a team isnt a team

friday 171210 tat friendly wif woodlands ring. you didnt respect your opponent,didnt take ur game seriously. and you didnt reflect.

dunno why coach thinks so high of you two

one dun play seriously,the other one dun even hav the power to play then stil give her tat postition.

i will train harder,to be better than you two.

that shall be my motivation since i got nothing else that i despise so much.

iwillbeatyouboth heads on!

last post is 2 Oct...

tat was just before SA2..

aft SA2 go indonesia,so nvr blog..

now damn piss off..

aiya.

holiday left one month..

so fast sia

bmt bmt bmt...coach now veri harsh keep make us run like sia

last time seniors training once in awhile run one round,now we just sec 1,run every training,somemore from 4 rounds increase to 6 rounds..

got one time recently we run 2 rounds,then sky veri dark then go abit rain.we ask coach if can do areobics,then dunno why he call us up.

amanda and kimheok say he veri angry,wan to scold us.

then go up,he say he saw us walking,nvr run.

but luckily i run wif jocelyn ea and yi zhen. so he cannot scold me :D

then he scold a bit,then ask us go downstain do sprinting, 30 times i think..

finish liao we go up,ask us go run 2 more rounds..! the sprinting add up supposed to be more than 2 rounds lo lor!..

then leg so numb and pain,stil hav to run..of course i fail lor.. go up,he say it was a test! pui arh.. then i fail :P who cares.. total we do 3 hrs of physical in 4 hours of training...the other group do one hour of physical only..then we do until like siao they dun believe...

whalao

so damn piss off..

now...

yesterday actually can go out to celebrate kimkee bdae..but cause of my mum plus my sis.cannot go..

tmr got friendly wif northbrooks and maybe another sch

dun wan to play wif HER..

so damn pissed of...

just now my sis stil being an asshole...keep drinking all my h2o...wl,i carry so heavy come home,she happy happy just drink all...

WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE!

i try so hard to contol myself...yet time and time again,you just come...

tmr friendly,my double maybe will play..i just dun wan to play..

mia :D let them go angry and search like siao,i stil wont play..

kick me out of the team lah,i dont care...

idontcare bout anything anymore,,since what ever i do just wont satisfy you

all these years of doing everything to make you happy justisnt enough for you

tis few days keep go library 'study'...

so nvr come post

not in the mood for EOY,like the feeling is tat EOY is still a few weeks away.not here yet

last time PSLE aso,so nvr really study hard.

hope next year will get into a better class,not so much disturbance distractions influence...

now,i dun really hate everybody in class liao,cause only ONE person make me damn angry.

but i ignore her liao..then realised something. got somebody um...shuo hua bu shuan hua...

cannot trust her one.she knows and yet continues.

very no mood to play or even listen in class.return to my old habit of listening to songs during lessons.

miss my primary sch.

children's day

sec 1 kenna scolded in chapel for being childish on children's day...

we are mature in appearance.but inside,everybody misses being a child.

english paper was surprisingly easy.cause miss seah was the setter and she taught all the topics.but got some careless mistakes...

keep drawing in my sketchbook recently.

all inspired by my emotions and thoughts.

ppl see liao keep think i emo.but its the truth of life.

then chinese paper 1 was okay.cant believe i took 30mins for letter writing and another 30min for compo..thought i would take longer time.the compo first paragraph veri short,but take me 15min..then dunno how the rest of my compo just take 15 min...

the chinese paper 2 was hard,everybody complain aft the exam.

one of the passage was bout how drawing can show a person.and the colours can show the meaning.

my drawings are bout life,how am i?

my drawings are black and white.i think its cause i lazy and am bad in colouring..haha

cant colour evenly.

trying lah

but i prefer shading now

one day,i maybe will take pictures of my pages in my sketchbook,then post here and on fb.

got do one dare wif Jeslyn on fb. - if i get better results in ONE PAPER than JC for EOY,she will drink 1.5L straight away.but if i nvr,i will drink..somehow i felt tat it helps me to not wan to lose to Joecelyn.C

miss wong say i changed.i think so too.but i dunno tis for better or worse.

i wan to become guai kia now..

so exam period i will really study,then aft exam can relaxx and happily go camp and all the gatherings :D

sian... yesterday almost fall down twice.

then today almost sprain ankle again.

all the accidents make me think how fragile life is.

then watch Surrogates on Star Movies.

make me think more..treasure ur life,cause its gonna end any moment

especially in 2012.

see all the natural disasters? soon,we'll all die

then i also watch some batman cartoon,got the headshot thing,then they say Bruce works thru pain.then i put my status as live thru pain

haha

life seriously is fragile.

treasure every single moment :D